I’ll hide where death is living
separate from separation and hidden from public hiding
It’s away from my lover but my lovers always away anyway
and to make love to her is a once a month ten minute secret quiet venture
I want to run from everyone I know, to the rest of them and you
Every day is another 24 unstomachable hours
It’s like vomiting repeatedly while your loved ones watch and laugh
Worse than this sickening situation is the nonchalance of you shit spitting self-loving cunts
who don’t give a damn that I can’t manage to go a day without thinking of my life as a lie, a joke, and a theory
I love one person and one person loves me
The rest of you can go join the business circus and leave me fucking be
separate from separation and hidden from public hiding
It’s away from my lover but my lovers always away anyway
and to make love to her is a once a month ten minute secret quiet venture
I want to run from everyone I know, to the rest of them and you
Every day is another 24 unstomachable hours
It’s like vomiting repeatedly while your loved ones watch and laugh
Worse than this sickening situation is the nonchalance of you shit spitting self-loving cunts
who don’t give a damn that I can’t manage to go a day without thinking of my life as a lie, a joke, and a theory
I love one person and one person loves me
The rest of you can go join the business circus and leave me fucking be