I can no longer tell whether “love” is a strong enough word for my living thought of you
Live
need
want
have
inhale/exhale
I live you
Need you
Wanted you
Want you more and all the time
Have you
all of you
your thoughts
your body
your love
that which you can’t either describe as such
I breathe you in and out or
Rather,
you keep me breathing
I feel you, and touch your sense of, being
Being with me
close to me
against my physical presence of being and wanting
Body against body
and my lips to your skin
I can hear you thinking and know your thoughts
because you know mine and no one is more connected with me
in such depth
as you
Forever is never long enough
I want you after were dead and gone because time
Time is a hateful thing that wants to fall away and take your love with it
But we can outlast it and we can outcast it
if we truly want to
Your pale skin is poison for me to taste
and die choking on
and when I die
I’ll die with the scent of cigarettes and candlewax
Live
need
want
have
inhale/exhale
I live you
Need you
Wanted you
Want you more and all the time
Have you
all of you
your thoughts
your body
your love
that which you can’t either describe as such
I breathe you in and out or
Rather,
you keep me breathing
I feel you, and touch your sense of, being
Being with me
close to me
against my physical presence of being and wanting
Body against body
and my lips to your skin
I can hear you thinking and know your thoughts
because you know mine and no one is more connected with me
in such depth
as you
Forever is never long enough
I want you after were dead and gone because time
Time is a hateful thing that wants to fall away and take your love with it
But we can outlast it and we can outcast it
if we truly want to
Your pale skin is poison for me to taste
and die choking on
and when I die
I’ll die with the scent of cigarettes and candlewax